It's amazing how much I hate the way my voice sounds

[msagara]

I have spent the last two days trying, off and on, to record myself reading, because I had this totally stupid idea that I would make an .mp3 of it and put it on my web-site.

What I have discovered--or rediscovered as the case may be--is that I cannot stand the sound of my recorded voice. I've tried reading first chapters and the beginnings of short stories, and all I can say is I have profound gratitude for the people who like my writing--or me--enough to sit through an hour of me reading out loud.

And now, writing looks like it will be so much less of a disaster, and holding that thought, I'm going to write.

Comments

[triciasullivan.livejournal.com]

I don't like my own voice either. Could it just be because you don't sound the same in your ears as you do on a recording?

I was thinking of maybe doing a You Tube reading sometime and posting that, to make it technically easier than working with mp3s. I wonder what it would be like to watch someone reading out of their own book, though...maybe not :-)

[auriaephiala.livejournal.com]

Any possibility you need a better microphone?

Another possibility is that you need to use what singing teachers would call your "chest" voice rather than your "head" voice when you're reading. That would require some practice but you might like the results.

[kateelliott.livejournal.com]

I don't mind doing a reading. But I cannot, CANNOT, listen to a playback of me reading or talking. Hate it.

[mtlawson.livejournal.com]

If my wife has called the house and left a voicemail, she will practically run from the room if she hears herself over the playback. I honestly have no problems at all listening to my own voice, but boy, does she.

[michael victorine (from livejournal.com)]

Two things. First, I spent an entire weekend following you around and listening to the sound of your voice and had absolutely no problem with it. Second, and vastly more important, I just finished Cast in Moonlight and upon closing the book commented (aloud) to myself, "That was phenomenal!" I thought I would share. (But I really should learn not to start anything you've written that close to when I'm *supposed* to be going to bed. ::tired::)

[camille-is-here.livejournal.com]

I hate my voice too. I learned a trick when I was transcribing hours of interviews, but I don't know if you can do this with digital recording. I dropped the playback speed just a little. Not enough to distort the words, but it was enough to drop my voice a little and make it easier for me to listen to my own questions. It might work for podcasts too.

[drenilop.livejournal.com]

Agree with the commenter that said you might want to consult a voice instructor to learn about using your 'chest' voice. Learning proper breathing technique will make a HUGE difference in how your voice sounds. To get a rough idea, record yourself saying some random sentences like your children's full names and birth dates or something like that. Do this standing up, using your normal posture, breathing style, and speaking style. Then, lie down flat on the floor. Put a hardback book or a sneaker or something on your diaphragm, between your bellybutton and the bottom of your ribs. When you breathe, you should be able to see (in your peripheral vision) that the shoe/book is rising and sinking with each deep breath. Now re-record whatever you said in the first try, from this lying-on-the-floor-with-something-on-your-stomach pose. Compare the recordings.

Your other option is to do a fan read-along. :-) Break up a chapter into one or two page segments, offer them to your readers on the Yahoo list to read and convert to mp3s, then put up a page with the links to everyone's mp3 files.

[bondo-ba.livejournal.com]

I think everyone hates their voice... I even refuse to record podcasts!!

[janeg.livejournal.com]

Welcome to the world of filkers! I hate my voice, but recording and listening does help me see what needs fixing most at any point in time. I am finding that proper breathing techniques helps my speaking voice, not just my singing. You might want to look into that, as you have many more years of doing readings!

[spinsterwithin.livejournal.com]

I hate my recorded voice, I sound exactly like a cousin of mine that I have never got along with and I always want to rush through any scenes that include me. I would worry that this was what I really sound like to others but then my father's recorded voice always sounds much older then his actual age.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_ocelott_/]

This is why I've always thought the writer's advice of reading your work out loud and listening to it on playback to try to find writing tics and things is nuts. How can people stand listening to themselves for long enough to get any notes worth taking out of the exercise? Yecch.

(I think your reading voice is just fine, by the way, but I understand hatred for hearing yourself recorded.)

[sarah-prineas.livejournal.com]

Howdy! Thanks very much for the friend-add. I look forward to reading your LJ. Cheers!

[lyssabits.livejournal.com]

What about just select names then? ;) A pronunciation guide, as it were. I'm terrible with names and would looove to know how the author thinks they should be pronounced. ;)

[phantom_wolfboy]

I actually do like your voice, though I admit I haven't heard the recording that has you bothered. Maybe it's just a bad recording.