Wikipedia knows more about me than I do
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msagaraMy legal name is: Michelle Sagara. (Technically, Michelle Michiko Sagara).
I would like to state that up front, because what follows might cause some confusion -- and if you're not up to a somewhat long post about why this is significant, this is the time to scroll quickly up the friends list.
Let me drift back, for a moment, to my university life. The one in which I had no full-time job, no husband, no mortgage, no children -- and nothing but poetry published. No matter how miserable we are in our youth, no matter how isolated we feel, we all find our tribe eventually, and I found mine at the University of Toronto. This tribe was a group of computer science/physics/math geeks, some of who were women. I was the ringer. The guys in the group had (mostly) attended private schools for the high school leg of their education, and for reasons that have something to do with private schools, all of the guys were known by their last names. All of the guys... and me. I was Sagara. No, I don't know why, but I didn't mind. I grew up with two younger brothers, and I have been called much worse.
When I got engaged to my husband, Thomas, we had a discussion about name, specifically, whether or not I would take his last name when we married. His last name is West. We decided -- partly because at that time most of our friends were still calling me "Sagara!", and partly because in 1989, the legality of the name change required that I get all new I.D., including Birth Certificate, under the married name -- that I would keep my name.
My husband's relatives call me "Michelle West" or even "Mrs. West". It doesn't bother me. When our sons -- who are both Wests -- went to school, I expected that all the teachers would also call me "Mrs. West" (nor was I wrong), and that doesn't bother me either. I understand all the reasons for correcting them, but I also understand all the reasons why they do it, and it doesn't seem worth it -- to me -- to make a fuss. (Also, see above, re: life with two younger brothers.)
I submitted my first novel to Del Rey in 1987. They bought it in 1990, after it had been extensively revised. It was published under my name, Michelle Sagara.
When my oldest son was born, I started writing Hunter's Oath, and that book eventually went to DAW. For a variety of reasons that made good sense at the time, it was published under the name Michelle West. I could have chosen an entirely different name, but... I am often so totally over-focused on whatever I'm thinking that I have (twice) walked into moving cars because I did not see them. If I wrote under a totally different name -- for example, Kate Elliott -- I was worried that if I went to a convention or a public gathering as Kate, I would not actually recognize the use of the pseudonym in time to respond to it -- at all. And people in general are not made happier when they think they're being ignored. Michelle West, I reasoned, would be easy because half of the known world already calls me that, and it's my married name.
So far, so good. There was a bit of confusion about the short stories that I published around that time, because some of them were Sagara and some of them were West; one cover proof listed the story as being by Sagara, but the interior pages were authored by West. David Hartwell caught me in the halls at one convention and told me that my name was important, and I should choose one and stick with it (because, among other things, it made bibliographer's lives hell).
But the truth is: I wasn't fussed. I honestly didn't care what name appeared on the books. I wanted to write those books. I got to write those books. The name, and whether or not it was obviously attached to me, didn't seem all that important. It was the words themselves that mattered to me, and they were all there, regardless.
David Hartwell is smarter than me. (Or: Sometimes I am a stupid idiot.)
We fast forward a bit. The DAW books are in print; the Del Rey books are out of print. I write the proposal for the Luna books, and I submit them to the editor -- but I tell my agent that I do not want the books published as Michelle West titles. He's fine with that and tells me to come up with a pseudonym. But ... I'm concerned. I don't want my Luna editor to think I'm ashamed of the books I've submitted to her. So, fretting about this, I eventually call the editor and tell her that I am not ashamed of these books, that I'm not trying to hide them, and that I'm perfectly happy to have these books published under my legal name, Michelle Sagara -- I just want the names to be different because I really think they're substantially different in tone from the West novels.
(This was fun, because she had never read the West novels, but she had read the Del Rey ones, and she hadn't realized that I'd written them).
She is happy to do this; I'm happy to do this. We're all happy. And I am now being published under my legal name and my married name.
But before Cast in Shadow is published, Glen Yeffeth at BenBella Books asks about reprint rights for my old, out of print, Del Rey series. He wants, however, to publish them as "Michelle West" titles, because the numbers for those are in Bookscan and he can show them to the sales reps; the Sagara books were pre-bookscan, like dinosaurs. I suggest that he might want to use the Sagara name anyway, because I think there's a better chance that the Luna readers will like them, and the first Luna title will be published a month or so before the first reprint. There is back and forth on this, and eventually, he chooses to publish them as: Michelle Sagara West titles.
And this, dear readers, is where it all starts to fall down.
There is this wonderful thing called wikipedia. The day my wikipedia entry went up, my wonderful husband came home and showed it to me. It was an entry on "Michelle Sagara", with admittedly not a huge amount of information, but what was there was accurate. I thought "that's pretty cool", and left it at that.
Someone else didn't leave it at that, and at some point, the entry morphed into: Michelle Sagara West. I'm not sure when it happened. Or why. It happened, oddly enough, well before the BenBella reprints.
This was slightly troubling -- but, in the end, it's just a name, and I don't know enough about wikis to change it. (Yes, yes, you can laugh at me now. I should have changed it, or had someone change it, right away -- but it wasn't my sandbox, and it seemed harmless, and it was pointing people at the books themselves, and that's the important thing...)
But ... then people started using "Michelle Sagara West" as my actual name. I would see it on-line, and in biographical notes: Michelle Sagara West; writes as Michelle Sagara and Michelle West.
Three days ago, I received a cheque from the PLR (Public Lending Rights) Commission. And for the first time ever, it was made out to "Michelle Sagara West". I have no idea why. In theory, all of the information they have on file is filed by me, and I certainly didn't ask for a name change. In fact, I have no idea how one would get one's name changed, because there's only room for a change of address on the form they send yearly.
But someone had helpfully looked it up somewhere, and changed it, because last year's PLR cheque came to Michelle Sagara. So now I carry a marriage certificate when I go to the bank, and I'm wondering what other non-related piece of mail will arrive with this 'correction'. Because clearly, the internet is more of an authority than I thought.
And I tell you this cautionary tale so that you can learn from my idiocy and avoid making the same mistake. Or, alternately, you can make the exact same mistake because misery loves company, and come huddle in the corner with me.
ETA: Yes, I had to make a post on the 29th of February. It's in the rulebook.
I would like to state that up front, because what follows might cause some confusion -- and if you're not up to a somewhat long post about why this is significant, this is the time to scroll quickly up the friends list.
Let me drift back, for a moment, to my university life. The one in which I had no full-time job, no husband, no mortgage, no children -- and nothing but poetry published. No matter how miserable we are in our youth, no matter how isolated we feel, we all find our tribe eventually, and I found mine at the University of Toronto. This tribe was a group of computer science/physics/math geeks, some of who were women. I was the ringer. The guys in the group had (mostly) attended private schools for the high school leg of their education, and for reasons that have something to do with private schools, all of the guys were known by their last names. All of the guys... and me. I was Sagara. No, I don't know why, but I didn't mind. I grew up with two younger brothers, and I have been called much worse.
When I got engaged to my husband, Thomas, we had a discussion about name, specifically, whether or not I would take his last name when we married. His last name is West. We decided -- partly because at that time most of our friends were still calling me "Sagara!", and partly because in 1989, the legality of the name change required that I get all new I.D., including Birth Certificate, under the married name -- that I would keep my name.
My husband's relatives call me "Michelle West" or even "Mrs. West". It doesn't bother me. When our sons -- who are both Wests -- went to school, I expected that all the teachers would also call me "Mrs. West" (nor was I wrong), and that doesn't bother me either. I understand all the reasons for correcting them, but I also understand all the reasons why they do it, and it doesn't seem worth it -- to me -- to make a fuss. (Also, see above, re: life with two younger brothers.)
I submitted my first novel to Del Rey in 1987. They bought it in 1990, after it had been extensively revised. It was published under my name, Michelle Sagara.
When my oldest son was born, I started writing Hunter's Oath, and that book eventually went to DAW. For a variety of reasons that made good sense at the time, it was published under the name Michelle West. I could have chosen an entirely different name, but... I am often so totally over-focused on whatever I'm thinking that I have (twice) walked into moving cars because I did not see them. If I wrote under a totally different name -- for example, Kate Elliott -- I was worried that if I went to a convention or a public gathering as Kate, I would not actually recognize the use of the pseudonym in time to respond to it -- at all. And people in general are not made happier when they think they're being ignored. Michelle West, I reasoned, would be easy because half of the known world already calls me that, and it's my married name.
So far, so good. There was a bit of confusion about the short stories that I published around that time, because some of them were Sagara and some of them were West; one cover proof listed the story as being by Sagara, but the interior pages were authored by West. David Hartwell caught me in the halls at one convention and told me that my name was important, and I should choose one and stick with it (because, among other things, it made bibliographer's lives hell).
But the truth is: I wasn't fussed. I honestly didn't care what name appeared on the books. I wanted to write those books. I got to write those books. The name, and whether or not it was obviously attached to me, didn't seem all that important. It was the words themselves that mattered to me, and they were all there, regardless.
David Hartwell is smarter than me. (Or: Sometimes I am a stupid idiot.)
We fast forward a bit. The DAW books are in print; the Del Rey books are out of print. I write the proposal for the Luna books, and I submit them to the editor -- but I tell my agent that I do not want the books published as Michelle West titles. He's fine with that and tells me to come up with a pseudonym. But ... I'm concerned. I don't want my Luna editor to think I'm ashamed of the books I've submitted to her. So, fretting about this, I eventually call the editor and tell her that I am not ashamed of these books, that I'm not trying to hide them, and that I'm perfectly happy to have these books published under my legal name, Michelle Sagara -- I just want the names to be different because I really think they're substantially different in tone from the West novels.
(This was fun, because she had never read the West novels, but she had read the Del Rey ones, and she hadn't realized that I'd written them).
She is happy to do this; I'm happy to do this. We're all happy. And I am now being published under my legal name and my married name.
But before Cast in Shadow is published, Glen Yeffeth at BenBella Books asks about reprint rights for my old, out of print, Del Rey series. He wants, however, to publish them as "Michelle West" titles, because the numbers for those are in Bookscan and he can show them to the sales reps; the Sagara books were pre-bookscan, like dinosaurs. I suggest that he might want to use the Sagara name anyway, because I think there's a better chance that the Luna readers will like them, and the first Luna title will be published a month or so before the first reprint. There is back and forth on this, and eventually, he chooses to publish them as: Michelle Sagara West titles.
And this, dear readers, is where it all starts to fall down.
There is this wonderful thing called wikipedia. The day my wikipedia entry went up, my wonderful husband came home and showed it to me. It was an entry on "Michelle Sagara", with admittedly not a huge amount of information, but what was there was accurate. I thought "that's pretty cool", and left it at that.
Someone else didn't leave it at that, and at some point, the entry morphed into: Michelle Sagara West. I'm not sure when it happened. Or why. It happened, oddly enough, well before the BenBella reprints.
This was slightly troubling -- but, in the end, it's just a name, and I don't know enough about wikis to change it. (Yes, yes, you can laugh at me now. I should have changed it, or had someone change it, right away -- but it wasn't my sandbox, and it seemed harmless, and it was pointing people at the books themselves, and that's the important thing...)
But ... then people started using "Michelle Sagara West" as my actual name. I would see it on-line, and in biographical notes: Michelle Sagara West; writes as Michelle Sagara and Michelle West.
Three days ago, I received a cheque from the PLR (Public Lending Rights) Commission. And for the first time ever, it was made out to "Michelle Sagara West". I have no idea why. In theory, all of the information they have on file is filed by me, and I certainly didn't ask for a name change. In fact, I have no idea how one would get one's name changed, because there's only room for a change of address on the form they send yearly.
But someone had helpfully looked it up somewhere, and changed it, because last year's PLR cheque came to Michelle Sagara. So now I carry a marriage certificate when I go to the bank, and I'm wondering what other non-related piece of mail will arrive with this 'correction'. Because clearly, the internet is more of an authority than I thought.
And I tell you this cautionary tale so that you can learn from my idiocy and avoid making the same mistake. Or, alternately, you can make the exact same mistake because misery loves company, and come huddle in the corner with me.
ETA: Yes, I had to make a post on the 29th of February. It's in the rulebook.
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Date: 2008-03-01 09:17 pm (UTC)Thank you.
I should probably do something about it -- I think I had the vague notion that writing stuff on your own wiki page was somehow cheating.
When I examine this sentiment, it makes no sense, but I felt self-conscious about doing it myself.
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Date: 2008-03-01 10:41 pm (UTC)That would depend on how literal you were being about defining "Self-conscious".
*G*
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Date: 2008-03-02 04:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-02 06:32 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-03 07:49 pm (UTC)I suppose that footnoting the LJ entry would count because they could be reasonably certain it's me posting it? But I sort of understand why they don't really want people writing their own entry; it's hard to be objective about your own life, or works. Or, apparently, name ...
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Date: 2008-03-12 03:34 am (UTC)